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First Loves

by Evernew

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1.
Stay 02:49
When my heart started I chose the wrong things The loves I thought I had The people I thought would be Here and last forever And times I thought would never go away Oh, how times change But I hope you stay I hope you stay Sceneries change And the days slip by The things I feel today Are gone in the morning The stories that I've told Seem old and retelling I can't even slow the pace But I hope you stay I hope you stay If there's one thing I can't bear to change One thing that I could never replace If you don't stay What am I gonna do? Make me a promise like I do to you I hope you stay I hope you stay But I hope you stay I hope you stay
2.
The Appeal 04:11
Say the words Say what I want to hear Don't let me believe for a second That you aren't here It's all or none Let me not forget your love Help me remember all that you've saved me from I cried out for help I cried out for you to hear me I remember songs through the night Weighty words and teary eyes With my hands up in the air My lips pushing prayer after prayer But you kept me waiting So I sang Say the words Say what I want to hear Don't let me believe for a second That you aren't here It's all or none Let me not forget your love Help me remember all that you've saved me from Will this go on forever? Will I never see your favor again? Has your unfailing love Failed for once? But to this I will appeal I remember the years and the miracles And I realize the works of your hands And so I sang Say the words Say what I want to hear Don't let me believe for a second That you aren't here It's all or none Let me not forget your love Help me remember all that you've saved me from I get so tangled up in all of this Struggling to realize that your love exists Say the words Say what I want to hear Don't let me believe for a second That you aren't here It's all or none Let me not forget your love Help me remember all that you've saved me from
3.
Why is it that we start out so nice? With the long talks and the long nights Where I can't get no sleep With that girl on my mind But six weeks later I get a phone call Telling me she's fallen Out of love And I don't get it Am I so pathetic That I don't know how to love? Because I've said goodbye too many times And I've had to wipe and dry out my eyes This is it, game over Calling it quits From this breaking my back Just to break my heart If we're going to be finished Then I don't want to start So maybe I am falling way too quick Taking everything she gives me And making love out of it Well she started with good intentions I believe But good intentions only get you so far Until she leaves Until she leaves Because I've said goodbye too many times And I've had to wipe and dry out my eyes This is it, game over Calling it quits From this breaking my back Just to break my heart If we're going to be finished Then we're going to be finished, love I've said goodbye too many times And I've had to wipe and dry out my eyes This is it, game over Calling it quits From this breaking my back Just to break my heart If it's going to be finished Then I don't want to start
4.
So insecure I can barely make a move What I do I do for you Even when it hurts So far from sure My life has gone and you Are the reason this is true We'll make it work I can't live this way But if we stand and hold our weight We may find a love that's true I'll lay down my life for you We've been distant for too long This can happen if we're strong This pain is only temporary Tell me this can work I can't live this way But if we stand and hold our weight We may find a love that's true I'll lay down my life for you
5.
I'm running into a wall And I fear that I made it Should I be calling it quits? Because I can't really break this Down, down to the ground Pick me up just to spin me around I can't read you like I could before I can't read you like I could I can't believe what I'm seeing I can't believe what I'm hearing Don't you tell me this was just a phase And it'll be gone in a couple of days I can't believe what I'm seeing I can't believe what I'm saying I'll wait it out for as long as you need But I'm begging you, don't tell me to leave Am I climbing over something That I should just be walking away from? My judgement's slipping further And I don't know what I should be standing on But it's down, down to the ground You pick me up just to spin me around I can't read you like I could before I can't read you like I could I can't believe what I'm seeing I can't believe what I'm hearing Don't you tell me this was just a phase And it'll be gone in a couple of days I can't believe what I'm seeing I can't believe what I'm saying I'll wait it out for as long as you need But I'm begging you, don't tell me to leave Are you ready to walk out on me? We were more than friends More than just a trend And now you're telling me That this is who we should be? I can't believe what I'm seeing I can't believe what I'm hearing Don't you tell me this was just a phase And it'll be gone in a couple of days I can't believe what I'm seeing I can't believe what I'm saying I'll wait it out for as long as you need But I'm begging you, don't tell me to leave
6.
Footsteps unseen But in my heart I can see 'em And I know that you're walking Straight Back to me But it's up to me to let you come Or run away from your kingdom But I'd rather stay And let you let me Become the man that I'm supposed to be and you know That I can lose my way But with a firm hand you'll guide me Direction you'll supply me So I I don't worry about you Because it's me I'm the cause of all my problems And it's me I'm the one who runs away And it's me I'm the one who don't wanna solve 'em And it's me It's me you came to save Well I don't believe it Do you know who I am? The ways that I've wronged you The things I wish that I didn't do Do you see who I can be? I'm so sorry for everything And every song I know that I shouldn't sing But you tell me Who I can be if I let you let me Become the man that I'm supposed to be and you know That I can lose my way But with a firm hand you'll guide me Direction you'll supply me And it's me I'm the cause of all my problems And it's me I'm the one who runs away And it's me I'm the one who don't wanna solve 'em And it's me It's me you came to save Well I don't believe it A love that comes from deity Creator's arms to rescue me No, I I don't believe it The prayers that you answer me The ways that you inspire me You're all All I see And you're all You're all I believe All I believe All I believe And you're all You're all I believe
7.
I can't stand to see you sad I know it hurts, I understand But I know the good Lord'll make things right He always does in good due time But I worry so about you girl When things hurt you, it hurts me, too So hold my hand And hold it tight We can make it through Make it through tonight And as long as you're smiling And I'm keeping you from crying My heart will keep on chugging on alright I know life gets hard and people get sick Things fall apart and we wanna quit But I'll be here if ever you call Know that I care for you, know you belong So hold my hand And hold it tight We can make it through Make it through tonight And as long as you're smiling And I'm keeping you from crying My heart will keep on chugging on alright Girl, wipe those tears from out your eyes Things are getting better, things'll be alright And I promise you through thick and thin The Lord'll come through, you can hold my hand So hold my hand And hold it tight We can make it through Make it through tonight And as long as you're smiling And I'm keeping you from crying My heart will keep on chugging on alright And as long as you're smiling And I'm keeping you from crying My heart will keep on chugging on alright

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released April 2, 2013

All songs written and recorded by Jared Throne
Mastering by Roger Hicks
Cover photo by Chris Caltrider

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Evernew is music created by Jared Throne, primarily of acoustic guitar and vocals.

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